because we make history.

I was once as ignorant as how people are these days. How I would rather not to read about politics but to skip every related one in the news. Instead, I would spend more time reading on other side of the World's happenings. Then, I learnt to come for the urge of reading more about the politics. When I started doing law, how it changed me, even reading more when 709's rally on demand. 

After all, I guess, ignorant is not bliss. How we, at this age should've come to learn more about what's impacting our rights, our country, our once promised democracy. Besides, there are more to know about what's the truth behind everything. I couldn't digest words of people who are jotting down without knowing what's really going on. I really think that if you have not acknowledge a bit of what's the real deal, please do read before really criticizing, regardless those who support or to those who opposed. 

How people have been complaining, pointing fingers, blaming Clean for all the road blocks, all the plans that you have made for that ONE weekend when they were trying to change your future, why not saying a big thank you to the Govt for setting everything up even before the rally which is like 4 days in advanced? I guess we have really responsible policemen for spending so much time for us, in full force. 

By watching the news, the ones on television, on newspapers, you have seen the very best of covered up, the spin,twirl, twist as usual with the sugar coated words from the start. Don't believe? Read malaysiainsider, malaysiatoday, malaysiakini from the very start of the suggestion till the very day. Still think if it's too bias, type #bersihstories on twitter. You could even search for blogs covered stories, one of 'em, http://colourlessopinions.blogspot.com/2011/07/bersih-20-firsthand-experience.html if to judge, you should judge by telling me why free medias are suppressed? If giving me the same ol' reason because it will create chaos, tell me about it. I couldn't digest. 

After rally, telling how coward people are, how less the amounts are, how religious views have turned people into lost direction, tell me, any need to point out the mentions when there are truth? Sensitize all you want, but the right, the truth will not be covered. People, will think. Videos, articles, watch and tell.

What this rally could do us well? Future that we are chasing for, which could do us well. Counter arguments may be brought up, saying how sure in future, opposition won't do the same. Then tell me, would you rather go through all the same old same old every GE. If you are so certain that opposition wouldn't do well, there's no point at all for GE i guess, and Thailand won't be having their current opposition leader now. 

from the start what twirl and twist, sugar coated words that brought to this end which unites every race, who labelled themselves as Malaysians, we should've seen what really defined Unity. Peaceful, initially, but who's bringing abusive of power to the whole scene. Illegal? Then are we still under constitution? If people are not standing for their rights but being taken away, are you gonna stay well here? For the future, and people are thinking about the present. True enough, how words are covered saying we have a peaceful country now, but have you seen how human rights, how reasonable grounds, how words were portrayed by the party. It may not affect you now, because you may not feel the real deal yet, wait till you start giving so much and all your efforts would be literally down the drain then you may feel the ache. 

Apart from everything, there should be a check and balance no matter which parties' gonna go against whichever parties.

No matter which party you are supporting, haters gon' hate whereby everyone has a different mindset and i truly respect 'em. Just clear your mind and really read up. Think rationally, stop being ignorant, it's time for us to change, if you're above 21, please register and vote for the next GE, every single vote counts. 

Play the field well, everything shall be according to the law, no one shall be above it and certainly no one shall be below it. 

And I thought i would be much more hardworking, I failed. I spent hours on the Internet but time passes me well, pretty fast that coming to the end of my day, I have no idea what I did other than hopping on bimbo blogs, finding the odds, politics, stalking and more of clicking and clicking on unnecessary words. I guess, finding the odds is my favorite above all, I couldn't deny the fact that I like discovering more than what people may have discovered, in simple words; I guess I just couldn't afford to be dumb la. I wish to be smarter and trying hard to be one smart ass though I may be only working my way there.

It's 3am, and I feel the time is still ticking slowly. I usually end my day at 5-6 in the morning. I just have to do it, not breaking the tradition of holiday which define that sleeping in late, waking up late in the afternoon. Unhealthy, very. Reason? I just love the peace in the middle of the night where no one would disturb me, I don't hear any loud music played in the neighborhood. Other than that, I just love how I could waste more time than I could in the day. 

Starting my day at 2-3pm everyday, not because I'm awake by the energized sleep but I'm awake by the sunlight and hot weather. I'm not proud of it, but as mentioned earlier I just love the life after tea time.Im very proud to tell that the daily evening jog keep my day meaningful. No matter how determined I was before exam ends, keeping a resolution; to get fit, to get rid of pimples, to get healthy, to sleep early and wake up early, to do the never ending lists,I'm not doing any of the mentioned ones.

Sad to say, but I'm proud that I still manage to drag myself off the couch to have 20 mins of exercise. The never ending lists, turns into never exist list, honestly all my plans were gone right after the papers. All I feel like doing is to sleep, eat, relax. Sad, but one evil part in my mind would just wanna let loose and lay back. PFFT.

to make my day less wasted, I'm gonna do some baking tomorrow. Preferably macaroon. Gonna try to do it, all on my own without the help of my masterchef, my Mum. what I really dislike after cooking and baking would be the clean up part. Hard work, for real.

Results, out soon. Freaking me out pretty much. Confidence, I have none. Knowing that how future will put a whole load of impact into my life, it scares me twice as much. All i could console myself would be to enjoy the remaining holiday without thinking what's in the past. *bite lips* couldn't deny, I'm still scaring the crap outta myself. YESSSSSS, VERYYYYYYYY.

another rant at 4am, it saddens to see how government contradicts its words of wisdom. plant more trees, love the earth, support a greener country. I saw trees being cut down, what are we practicing? We could do better. We are just killing the resources that we owned. How nice if KL's preserved as a green city, sky scrappers, all the advanced goods, they are not part of better reasons. 

Can't wait till my Astro's updated with Superpack. Conversation which lasted for 30 minutes, coming up with a conclusion which couldn't seem to do well, I gave up. Astro didn't give up but called back instantly, a wise choice indeed. I guess, I will be double triple the size of what a potato couch should be, I'm gonna hooked on to the Tv, 24/7. talking about TV craze. 

I am still wide awake after clicking here and there, spent an hour. 4.07am. 

shall proceed next. (:

I wish to have this view, everyday. This is the environment which will do me good.

random rants at 3.20am.

Call me hardworking, call me bored, Im doing my best to keep this back on track. I guess after years, I will still miss blogging no matter how viewers statistic drop from time to time. I just wish to jot everything down. I love how I managed to reminiscence each time I read back the blog posts, the old blog, gosh, I wonder whether my first ever friendster blog still exist. 

How time flies, seriously. How technology has taken us over. We never stop to learn, we never stop to keep ourselves up to date. Even my mum owns a blog, even my mum owns a twitter, tell me about it. Sometimes, i would really wish us to have less techie stuffs, see how blackberry, Iphone or any smart phone which keeps us on phone every minute, even to the toilet, tweet. even to bath, tweet. Impacted us pretty more than we could even imagine. 

Manners, do we still have 'em if we're 24/7 hogging on the phone. Personally, I'm one of them when I am bored, I would take out my phone not because I own a smart phone, just because I feel kiasu, everyone's holding phone, I just need to text. But one thing I don't do and it really bothers me would be when you're talking to the elderly, please give some fucking respects. Not only that, I really dislike kids who don't even give a flying fuck for elderly. Come on, where's your fucking manners. Mummy, Daddy never teach? Don't give me the yada yada story. 

On dining table, especially formal ones, STOP playing with your phone. You don't have million of businesses waiting for you.

Random rants. 

I talk like lightning.

 playlist; envelope, the fray. saturday afternoon sounds like lazy sunday.

three months at once. In a zap, I will slot everything in. To leave out some, I will have them in mind though they might not be jot down here. (: 

near to sunset. rush hour on the opposite road, thoughts, driving alone, listening to absolute CD player left by the brother.

moment of having too much time, with ultimate patience to doll up. 

Kayu opening, free nasi kandar! kiasu people, we are.

Earth Hour at rootz roof top. Wind, scenery, grasses, reminds me much of a land of the oversea. Laid back, countdown, music equivalent to peace.

random security guard took freaking five minutes to take one pictures and spoilt the camera button. They are no cameraman,afterall.

to be random mandom.

perfect scenery for the light off. models for chinese newspaper. (: 

we got free candles, still support despite we got it for the last minute before we left.

balloons! just because I thought it was necessary each time for seeing beautiful things which could be well deceiving, true enough, I ditched 'em right after I got home and left it in the car.  

and I support the Earth as much I love my own birthday, I have the same birthday as Earth Day, fyi.

Early birthday celebration, Birthday celebration and the after effect which took us about a week to fully recover after taking over each other's job for being doctors. It was mad, all the puking, all the hassles, we are now healthy as ever after seeing each other at the worst conditions I may say.

failed surprise with super cute mini cake which cost a bomb. 

His birthday.

artista, as usual.

toto, family's love despite how naughty it could get.

failed gps, we were driving on malacca straits while our car wasn't even moving. We were on floating car eventually, magically.

orange sky. how rare. take a breather.

the pet bro, don't you just love the feeling of reunite. I miss shopping, I miss BB, I miss our typical Friday Nights, walking aimlessly. Jokes, I'll miss. All the GSC tickets and plastic bag well folded in the car compartment. Best. (:

and Eva, the pet bro's girlfriend, my personal pianist. (: I miss getting discounts. :P

sista from another mother. A night owl who never fail to talk things through with me. (: shou yi! 

and your infamous itik, girls magnet la. happy la right?

we were all placed in a mansion for the princess's big day. (: A million thank you and much appreciate for the invitation. (:

my favorite girl, count in twitter, count in facebook. how we were both connected, it was weird but it was beyond words to describe how much I love this girl, from strangers to someone who makes me feel good whenever talking to her, don't you just love her words sprinkled with sugar. 

told ya, sista from another mother. A town! 

each different, all united after all the high schools, all the dramas, all the words of speaking which we loved. (:

just because we could be CUTE. I'll be there theme songs, still exist. 

family feast with sister, mummy on a rainy day. stories, I loved listening to.

fish manhattan, rm6.99nett. served on the environmental friendly paper plate.

haro 7 eleven station.

now, it's not gula kapas anymore, it's gula MAGIC, which i supposed to be gula MAGIK or magic sweet. (:

big thank you for such magical sweet which melts. (: top that with all the hassles throughout the hot weather whole day. we managed to pull ourselves through sweat and fun. (: sepang for f1 event.

katy perry color accordance.

to walk, 70000 mileage.

shining.

from daylight till night, we were still traveling. from the darkest road to the brightest advanced place in the city for dinner.

random dude posing for my camera. 

djs.

fireworks.

party people.

amazing changing colors colorful balls. hehehehehehe.

 us girls.

favorite gold kicks.

outdoors, rock big time.

party partner. would have been better if the whole framily were with us. (:

my secret garden.mum's hard work after years from an empty land. credits to her.

our long lasting swing, since I was born. fell down, cousins, generation after generation. This is our love or one of the many treasures. (:

flower scent at 9pm every night. (:

kite flying. one of the favorite past time. 

one of the many nights of doll up, drinks, dance, fun fun fun throughout the weekends. (:

wasted 5bucks on cucumber ice blended. and my best friend managed to finish 'em up. to be my best friend, be the dbkl. (: hehehehehe. and i miss this dude who's in US and as tanned as a little indian due to the summer, not forgetting being a lifeguard in the theme park. be back soon, buddy. the jerits miss you loads. (:

pinch! toto.

phow phow. 

mum's both best companions, with cherry. (:

utensils, i really love stepping into my mum's kitchen. how organized things were. i love. (:

meeeeaaaaaaakkkk meeeeeeeaaaaakkkkkk. year of the sheep. collections of sheep.

i will never miss the traffic jam,daily.

I did some baking too throughout these months. proud of myself, and am still learning to cook more, bake more. not because Im changing to be really girly, but I've started to plant my interest in cooking, baking, and I believe that what my mum said were true, "Your own effort, taste much more delicious". I think my macaroons are the best, my scrambled eggs etc etc. hehehehehe. *proud* 

macaroons with chocolate and nutella filling. feel free to order from me. (: or cakes, cookies. I bake 'em too. 

and I thought this one post could fit part of my days, I guess, another one or two posts needed. More next. (: 

Happy Sunday. Praise the Lord for the week, and more to come. 

love.

For peace.

i think it's time for me to clean up the mushrooms here after two months plus which marked that I've been 20 years old for approximately two months too. How's life people? I guess nothing much has changed. Myself, I couldn't deny that I'm still blessed in every way, still counting my blessings, despite all that I've been through these short period.

Well, I've done so much. From the stress that I've gotten from examinations, till the day am done with examinations, the adrenaline rush of writing down everything I've learnt, for all I've slacked through. All I wish for has to be getting back some satisfactory result. While waiting for one, am currently having my winter break for two months. 

Two months, it's not a long period but I'm already rotting from boredom. Comparing this time around with last year's summer break, definitely it isn't as happening as it was. Still, I have to say, I'm enjoying the process of learning to be less hardworking, to be less rushing things into one day. In one word, lazy. as. ever. which I figured, I am one of the laziest person in the world and I mean it with all my effort. Hence, feel free to offer me jobs, or any handcrafts of even courses. Will be really thankful for that. 

another half of the year just passed us through, another half of the year, we need things to treat us well, with that wish we need to work twice as hard.

I need motivations to do so many things, for all that I've told self to do, I really need to figure a way to finish what I started.

Reading, aim; to complete another 3 books within two months. count in TIME, count in random websites that could be stumbled upon. I wish to have a reading machine which enable me to finish up everything within seconds and absorb every single idea of 'em.

World; couldn't care less. Everything's not in the right place. From major wars, to every itsy bitsy thing which disturb the welfare of human, it's saddening to see how social ills took place. Coming back to my own country, I wish we would all be able to read more, to gain more knowledge which wouldn't lead us to all these, comparing other countries with us, we are way lucky, but we are almost taking granted for everything which are vested in us. We could actually do way better than how we are now, how disappointing things could get, we just couldn't change the fact that we are governed, we are not able to change anything. This fact, made me feel lost. Democracy;http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Democracy

define it. More than what I've wanted to say.

knowledge is the key to human freedom n proper education enables one to make right moral and practical decisions in life, not the wrong ones.-Asham Ahmad. 

I guess, only knowledge may change the world's perspective. To have opposition to have government, we have to play well, to come clean. Guilt, Cheat, Lies couldn't bring anything far.

Apart from that, I have left out so much on this blog, Birthdays, Events, Words. I wish to share everything but I guess I will take things slow, and maybe to leave out some of the events as pictures are not complete. However, thanks to those who are still stalking this page, I will share. 

Life, to live it to the fullest. I lived mine to the fullest. For a vacation. 

Wish, to earn big bucks, or even doing part time jobs to sustain. 

Happy Friday, people. 

I miss last Friday. spell peaceful.

secret of happiness- be satisfied, be grateful. For what you have, for the love you receive. And for what God has given you. That's it.

Don't you want happiness too?